Tuesday, April 10, 2018

Switch Girl

Written after our switchy day 
(by my Master girl):

It all began in the shower.

This afternoon after getting some exercise,
my master and I hit the shower. 

She was dirty but I felt really dirty. 
After a quick wash down that she did of my body, 
I began to wash her. 

I scrubbed her face, breasts, arms and backside. 
Then I moved down. 
I scrubbed her amazing pussy 
    she recently shaved so it was nice and smooth. 
I dipped my finger into her pussy ever so gently. 
I worked my way around to the back. 
After washing her entire ass 
I slid my thumb deep inside her hole. 
   In and out, up and down
it wasn’t long before she had an orgasm.

Then two.

After she gained her wits, 
her attention turned to me. 
She ever so gently pinched my nipples. 
It was easy for her to tell 
I was going to be hers 
for the rest of the shower 
    if not the rest of the day. 

My master told me 
she wanted to shave my penis 
and make it smooth. 

Deep, deep inside I was hoping she’d shave me bare. 
I love being completely exposed to 
her touch, 
her gaze, 
her domination. 

Before I knew what was happening 
she had used her razor and 
shaved my balls bare and 
then she moved to the base. 

After a few quick strokes
I was much cleaner than before. 

To check out her work 
and to reinforce her control 
she grabbed my balls and cock in one hand 
and began to squeeze. 
With her other hand, she lubed her finger 
and plunged it deep inside my ass. 

After she worked it for a bit 
and kept squeezing with her other hand 
I came close to exploding. 

She sent me for the electric razor. 
I got soft inside thinking about what she might do next. 

She then told me to lift my leg high and continued to groom me. 
Before long she had done some careful landscaping. 
She whispered in my ear about how my her  bush was trimmed 
just the way she wanted.
I told her I wished it had been more, 
but she said I needed to be a good girl 
to earn anymore trimming 
and she expected me to keep up with the work she had done. She ordered me out of the shower with something to do.

After my master was done in the shower,
she came into the room where I was bent over the bed 
where I had put the dildo she requested on the nightstand. 

She quickly went to work first lubing me 
and stretching me with her fingers. 
As I started moaning, she took her large dildo
and told me to suck on it.

She then plugged me with a butt plug
and played with it in my ass.

As I got close, she walked around the bed,
Lay down and wiggled her way in front of me,
Grabbed the base of the dildo in my mouth,
put it on her pelvis and instructed me to give her head. 

She grabbed my head and repeatedly 
forced me onto her gigantic cock. 

Finally with me in a puddle of submission 
she had me lick her clit 
and suck on all of her come, 
cleaning her out like the good girl I was. 

She then went back to work on my hole. 
It was time to increase my training. 
She pulled the plug and began 
working in a real dildo in my hole. 

I wish I could say I took it like a good girl, 
but even with her coaching and care,
I could only hold it for a brief time. 

After a quick cleanup, 
my master bound my package in a bag 
and then at her request 
and with a tingle of glee 
she had me put on some big-girl panties
and told me to write about my afternoon.

I still tingle being bound up 
but more importantly knowing she did it to me, 
for me. 

How I love it when she takes care of her little girl. 

Saturday, July 15, 2017

Souvenir

We just got back from a fabulous, albeit exhausting vacation. My favorite souvenir is from the Tower of London and it will not be used in the kitchen ;-)


Tuesday, February 7, 2017

Status

So I told my husband that
I just couldn't.

I couldn't be dominant right now

I couldn't switch right now.

I just...couldn't.

I was so shut down -
Physically - my body wasn't reacting as it always has
Sexually, I was not...Just wasn't.

But his response was.
I'm here and
I'm ready.

So...slowly but surely

He's been helping me back.

It's one or two steps forward and
one step back.
But...
there's movement.

He's busy
I'm busy
Life's busy

But we're trying.

Yesterday I was most assuredly OFF.
I was cranky and a general pain in the ass.

Sir asked if I needed a spanking
and I said - YES.
But sadly, the kids were around
and it would make too much noise.
So...I said - we just couldn't right now.

So...he did something he hasn't done in ...
A LONG LONG TIME!

He put me over the side of the bed
and plugged me
with the large njoy plug!

IT WAS HUGE
but...it was effective!

I felt so much better -
so much more grounded
so much more at peace!

We're slowly making progress.

Friday, January 13, 2017

Not Feeling

So...I know - I say this periodically.

I'm broken

Strangely this time, I feel broken in a whole new way.

I have had friends who have
inadequate sex lives,
unfulfilled sex lives,
infrequent sex lives ...


I have had many women who I haven know who
didn't like sex
saw sex as a chore
were disinterested in sex ...

The trick was...
I wasn't ever one of those people.

Now I was a WICKED late bloomer.

I had been raped in high school
and had no real boyfriend while in high school
so I had no positive experience with regard to sexual activities.

I just had no interest and no exposure.

Now college is a different story.

I had my first boyfriend.
I had my first real love affair.
...now I wasn't actually having sex
until I was married...

...or for three-and-a-half-WEEKS...
which ever came first.

BUT, since then, I've been...
um...
totally enamored with sex!

I have had moments where my sex drive was
out of control.
I have had moments where my sex drive was
minimal.
But, minimal has always been short lived.

One thing I know about me...
I'm definitely a use-it-or-loose-it kinda girl.

Lucky for me, I've always used it :)

Sadly, we had a family crisis
late this fall - early winter.

We had to focus on making it through...
day by day
one step in front of the other

and sex...
well, we were
tired and stressed
and tired and worried
and tired and sad
and tired and terrified
and tired and angry
and tired and stressed.

So, sex...went by the wayside

and it's been a long time.

That combines with the fact that
my husband and I are both
ridiculously stressed and exhausted

we were both needing a great deal of support
and I think because we're in a
more fragile place,
I think submission fits both of our places at the moment.

Sadly, as time goes on,
I feel...less
not less THAN...
just less.

I don't feel.
I'm currently NOT feeling sexy
I'm not feeling sexual in any way
I'm not NEEDING sex
I'm not WANTING sex
I'm not FEELING sex.

It's terrifying...I've not ever been here
(for more than a brief moment)
since I started being a sexual being.

I can see how women who aren't in
desirous...needy...wanting
feel.

And I'm feeling sad and broken and
NOT like me.

I know so many who say it will come...
but He's not feeling Dominant in any way...
I'm not feeling submissive
He's wanting care and softness and comfort
and I'm shutting down.

I'm sure we'll come through...
this is just our moment...
sadly, it's a long fucking moment
and I hate it.




Sunday, January 1, 2017

Last Day of Vacation

...before he exited the shower, I whispered in his ear, 

"I want you to write a blog post aboutwhat happened in this shower!"


Here's what he gave me this evening.

(keep in mind, we were switches for years
and this sub is a sub at heart...
but can play her Master like a fiddle!)

Today wasn't the first time, but it was memorable.  

Mam came and woke me up from a light nap.  
She ushered me into the bathroom for a shower.

She had to desperately pee and wanted me there. 

She helped me to quickly strip and then all but pushed me 
into the cool shower.
It was warming,
but not fast enough.

I knew what she wanted
and I got on my knees in the shower.

We had been talking about her domination
and my fantasies.

I knew what she was doing 
and I was tingling on the inside!

I bent down and she peed on my face.
Marking me with her scent 
telling me how much she was in control.

After finishing, I proceeded to wash her body
from the sitting position on the floor of the shower.

After finishing, she ushered me to my feet
and asked me if I remembered her fantasy of the other day.

I was slow to admit that I did.

she turned me around and asked me to squat just a little.

She grabbed some cream rinse and before I knew it,
she was loosening my ass and masturbating me at the same time.

I was truly putty in her hands.

After what seems like ten minutes, 
she had milked me dry.

She helped me stand up, 
turned me around,
held me and cupped my sack.

Another stroke of dominance.

I could barely stand but I left the shower dreaming about what lay 
ahead on my last night of vacation.....